– As in a conversation, without moving my mouth, I rendered my thoughts to Jesus: “If this is real… and it is good, possible, necessary, to hear tomorrow morning: ‘Parish priest Duma Carmil has died’, because I do not wish to become ‘an obsessed that sees enemies and death everywhere…’ or for the Empire of Lucifer to tell me: ‘ ______’ and I to believe that it is from Heaven: ‘ ______’, all these words grind on my health”.