October 13th, 2018

Posted in HEAVENLY OFFICIAL AND PERSONAL INFORMATION RENDERED BY ME

– A sunny autumn’s day… At the edge of the physical collapse from exhaustion and illness, I managed to go with granny Barnaveta (Gina’s granny) on her quiet way, in a closed coffin – like a furniture (meaning beautifully varnished, dark brown, golden handles; what granny would say if I know her: “On what have you spent your money on, it was enough one like your father had, simple!”, but I would say to her: “What do you want granny, you have stylish girls, you are more comfortable like this for sure even dead, because the daughters offered you THE BEST THEY COULD FOR YOU TO BE WELL, which was placed with care at the base of the partially sealed with cement grave, where only a little ground got there, thrown with respect by her beloved ones and after, a concrete slab closed the concrete box, which hold the broken to death body of our grandmother… safely… Only then, the gravediggers covered the hole with the dug ground…

So many relatives… to whom I couldn’t say hi… I would’ve go to each of them, but I barely succeeded to resist to assimilate all right everything that was around me; I only watched them a little, from afar… I have so much to lose because of constant tiredness… I ask myself when I will sleep without nightmares… If I only be tired from them, but I have neurological signals: “I’m going crazy!”, blockages, increasingly limited focus, lightning dizziness, affect the epilepsy despite treatments… I had to be near relatives at the Church… I was meditating to the Priest words, uttered at the Altar… And I was saying to myself: “YES, I did what I had to do! How dangerous it is: according to the words heard in the church, you have faith in Priest… go after the Liturgy to him and… you found yourself RAPED… I’m happy that I sent the Divine Message: ‘WE DO NOT ACCEPT THE RAPE OF THE PRIEST IN CHRIST!'”. But, what is emotionally tearing me apart: “What if there were paralyzed children who cannot ever say on this world what happened to them… and being retarded, they cannot even tell the difference between day and night…”. I cannot think much on that, my mind is getting darker and I lose my judgement, I stop to function at cerebral level for a few seconds…

In my thoughts, I asked from Jesus, if He officially can separate the wheat from the chaff… It wouldn’t be fair to look offensively ALL THE PRIESTS. Maybe there are still left Priests Devoted to the Vocation… They might have other mistakes, but not RAPE. Discernment or not in other priestly “spiritual scruffy” facts, BUT NOT RAPE… Why this subject is wringing my head like this? The Mother of God told me that many of them did not recovered…. they died emotionally suffocated, without a cure through people… And… these Priests… they dare to preach… like it’s not a big deal… The grief I am feeling is more destructive than fury… I will do everything I can to overcome all through the reality negative effect… I cannot say to the doctor: “It’s disturbing me… what I have told you…”.

I fear to put on the Internet The Divine Enactments Journal. I prefer for you to CLEARLY SEE: “IT IS TRUE!”. But I will do: ______. 

Jesus wants me to tell everything, in full compliance with the unfolding of the Divine Facts… First, it will be translated “for Americans, to Oprah” and after, Romania founds out… Because in America , there are people “from all continents”. And, He wishes: “EQUALITY, NOT FAVORITISM…”.

I wish for the urgent Divine Enactments: “People will be smart and they will easily learn any spoken language on Earth” because there is a lot to translate and my sisters are not quite fresh with their health… Lucifer took well care of all, to be tired, sick, even if we didn’t get to lay in bed for life, as he would much like so…

I ask you not to fear when you will see: your hands growth, your missing legs, your hair, you lose weight, gain weight in a healthy way, have teeth, the hair in excess is falling out, you see your body becoming the way you wish it to be or how it is good for you to be, EVERYTHING IS FROM GOD… Where is the case, creatures will temporary revive for the peace of their masters; the males will stop killing themselves for supremacy… I am too tired to continue with details on the Divine Enactments… The idea is that all will be made from Heaven, like it is necessary on Earth…

I sometime use some words only to express myself clearly, not usually. Having even now on emotional level a child’s mind, it would scare me until having an epileptic fit to be told: “IT IS UGLY”, I feel safe: “You will understand one day”. I think to the children that are asking the adults: “What is this word: ______”.