– I had nightmares last night… Although the clock was 07:01 when I woke up and I took dinner at 22:00 (desert), in the morning I lacked any kind of energy… Still, slowly, I strive to end at least one compulsory daily activity… I only got to go to the WC (toilet) and end it… without even getting to wash my teeth, hands, in order to do my tea, food; I was already full of somnolence, tiredness, and I stayed in bed again until 12:45… I do not know if it took one hour and I fell of tiredness and epilepsy in the kitchen… It’s 14:30 and I feel satiated in my stomach; I have to eat… maybe I will not throw up… it almost happened other times when I ate above satiated, although it is impossible not to need food… After all these nightmares, I often have this sensation… My nervous system is confused so it cannot help me to proper feel the hunger or whatever that might be, but in this state I get only after these endless nightmares… The ones given from tiredness and disease I handle through tea (pharmacy) but the devils and the sorcerers “invade” the human brain even in their sleep… What you think it is a nightmare is in fact an evil attack in your sleep… It depends only of the Divine People when I get rid of them… Mommy gave me a spoon of Swedish medicinal bitter (prepared according to the receipt from Maria Treben’s book Health from God’s Pharmacy), massaging my head and neck area with it… It really does work… I managed to get up… I hope to finish the tea, to eat; I will have to sleep today too on a “messed up bed”, me preferring all “lined up”, if it is possible… To live today, eating, staying, drinking tea, all remain again daily activities left behind; I am so sleepy… but I have to walk slowly… if I do not eat I will add the everlasting lack of Calcium, according to the analyses, and now, associated with deadly tiredness + epilepsy G1 (first degree), it’s like goodbye life; I have to live… As a regular being, the only thing left for me is to watch me dying: I have no money for a decent living, it all came to dust in this matter… I wrote to the nurse that offered to take me to the doctor for free, regarding disability benefits, if it is possible for the doctor to grant an allowance although I no more tolerate pills, I somehow “live” physically only their side effects, I haven’t even read the prospectus before drinking them; when the bad stated stagnated in my body, I read… and… only side effects on me… She didn’t replied the letter… I understand that it is not possible for me to have disability benefits without drinking pills… committed in hospital…
In the past and in the present I cannot live with the thought: “People to give me money…”. I do not know what God wants in this matter: He does not heal me, I could not wait for the Accomplished Promises Miracles to be healthy and obtaining the monthly salary; after more pills taken, at doctor’s recommendation I feel death sick, that passes only after aborting them; I’ve fixed my nervous system and internal organs affected by them only with herbal remedies.
What I felt as a result of pills, I never felt again… I’m on the edge with the tiredness and disease, despite all these tea, but I fall physically less often then with the pills. Like I said to the lady pharmacist: “There will be no more pills if they weren’t good…”, because people keep on drinking them and are alive…
These pages I will offer to the readers someday… I will avoid begging for money, even involuntary… I wrote only in order for you to know how I live on this world meaningless… without defense and all is caused by the devils and sorcerers… If they would have not interfere I would have had High school, College, monthly salary, God would have not needed my ordeal for the good of mankind. It’s all about the free choice of the evils in my earthly life… They chose, they harvested: THE DIVINE WREAKING HAVOC ON THEM. I have nothing to discuss with them… My body feels not even 1% mercy for them, only ANGER and “DIE, SUFFER, DO NOT EXIST!”. I too was like: “Come on, talk to me…”, at any point ready to help… anyway I could…
In this month, October, my body keeps on getting cold when concentrating… although I drink the right tea, bitter, tinctures from plants… It’s time to let the writings for the days of worldwide mourning caused by the death of these sorcerers… Either I give written details, either you will see all from Heaven… if the Heaven does not explain to you, I have to do it myself, so, to take care of myself without hesitation, I know I will die otherwise…
…Angelica…
From Heaven for Earth 
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