March 15th, 2019

Time 09:41

The Divine Persons speak to me anytime… explaining not to feel bad if I take a bath, I’m at the toilet, in bed, standing… They come whenever it’s necessary because it does not matter to be to the nines before them, but… the way I think and wish to act…

Yesterday I was returning with the empty buckets in which I had waste water that I threw away from the neighbor’s houses… Walking, like in a conversation I’ve offered, next to Parish Priest’s Toma Lucaci soul, to the person that appeared to me under the names:

       THE MOTHER OF GOD FROM HEAVEN

       THE MOTHER OF GOD FROM HEAVEN, HOPE OF THE LOST WORLD

       MY NATURAL MOTHER FROM HEAVEN

       THE MOTHER OF GOD FROM HEAVEN, FULFILLED HOPE OF THE LOST WORLD…

our departure from the roman-catholic religion, the fact that I’m determined never to go back, even if I’ll die with NOTHING coming true from what I’ve transmitted, BECAUSE I REALLY DO BELIEVE THAT GOD ASKED ME THAT, ALTHOUGH THE REALITY PROVES ME: “IT IS NOT COMING TRUE! WHERE’S GOD AT YOU???” I’m certain of it, just like when I closed my eyes from the night sleep (March 4th, 1998) feeling the reality: “Parish Priest Toma Lucaci has died…” and waited only for mom’s confirmation when getting up… and it was EXACTLY at the time felt by me, the moment of his death, although I was home… night…

Daily, despite treatments, rest, food, starting from the brain, I temporary freeze, although after that I walk normal, do chores as I’m able, I do not get dizzy; I barely manage to avoid prolonged stiffness… And all of this when nightmares end, when meditate at tense subjects, but also for no reason at all… I return to bed often…