Time 10:30
– Mothers from Earth, what decision you would have take if:
1. Have an alcoholic husband, violent, with sex in his head anytime… does not offer you constantly the necessary for the earthly living, only a summary enough to not die, only in episode to be satiated, in a heated home. To be glad: “He’s left, he sleeps, it’s quiet now…”. But you trust the words of the Priest: “______” and do not file for a divorce, hoping that he will come around… and keep and keep on waiting for this… in vain?
Now, in order to kill, all the devils and sorcerers responsible for the destructive behavior through the earthly father test their working through the second brother, one of the reasons they killed the father for. Because the living body of the human is just a vehicle remotely-controlled by devils and sorcerers and God, I DON’T NOW WHY, does not stop this. We, the women in this house are already drained off of life through the father… and now the second brother Mihai swooped down like a whirlwind. Through him, the sorcerers and demons have programmed two deadly works: 1. what the father has done to us… and 2. a similar August 25th, 1993. I don’t know how far THE DIVINE SILENCE IN THIS WOMEN’S HOUSE DISFAVOR will get to.
2. As a mother, you struggle to offer your children a good future… You live, temporary, this joy through the 5 children: PAUL, MIHAI, VALENTINA, IULIANA, MARIA, then you wake up that PAUL’S LIFE IS NOT AS GOOD, ALTHOUGH he has a job, is married; MIHAI is a killer; VALENTINA, IULIANA had jobs following their College graduation, and now are home, without proper health to be working, and MARIA, after one year of College, the doctors found blindness for life. Only with one eye’s tail (if my formulation is accurate, peripheral vision) she sees enough to help her walk, see colors, but cannot distinguish details (cannot pick a plant from other weeds), reads using a magnifier; only with great difficulties she can without it or none at all… she cannot see the 108 inch TV captions bought with the last money from VALENTINA’s salary. More clearly: she cannot watch a TV show.
EMILIA – she is a walking toilet and has been so for all her life, she didn’t even used the potty, cannot speak, cannot chew food, only swallows; says only the letter a and other sounds, but not letters. She walks, but not straight, sees; somehow she knows when she’s thirsty, hungry, she hands you the cup, dishes… She is mobile, but needs 24/7 supervision.
CRISTINA – no future… That’s all she could do: to work the land, with the seasons, household chores; at the time being she has no health for daily chores, although she is mobile…
ME – a little over-the-hill for all my life; going at doctors; without constant health for work, job…
Mommy – not to well with her health…
The life of the ROATĂ women is extremely exhausting because of the family men’s behavior.
PAUL – temporary acted: ______
FATHER – he died, but way too late for us to get back on track after his destructive therapy
MIHAI – this is left for me to see, if we will die from his hands as the devils and sorcerers want…
No matter how much I try, I no longer have the certainty: “YES. God will DO: ______” or “YES. God WON’T ENACT: ______”. I know that there are equal chances for “YES” and for “NO” in the Divine Promises through Me.
I’ve stopped searching for answers: “What is going on, for it is not coming true?”. I only know that I did everything for the Completion of The Divine Will, as I was transmitted to: ______, IN VAIN and I do not understand THE CAUSE OF THE UNFULFILLMENT IN EVERYTHING: ______.
I… how could I possibly forgive the demons and sorcerers knowing that the ROATĂ women were psycho-emotional-physical mistreated by the men in the family that supposed to protect them? And… all through this satanic-witchy doing, according to which you die in this kind of torture? And these enemies are not punished by God, they enjoy all the good things: ______.
I… don’t know if I’ll live any longer… I’m more and more neurologically tired… The nightmares won’t cease and neither the destructive reality. I function only based on medicinal plants, food and often lay in bed during the day, think of activities that can be paused, I’m not getting dizzy but only feel tired inside my head very fast after some focus, then physically fail, if I don’t stop I trigger epilepsy..
From Heaven for Earth 