Because I wasn’t able, when I woke up from nightmares, to open my eyes this morning, the head weighed a ton, I couldn’t lift it up, the mouth, the teeth seemed to have adhesive, no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t make facial movement, the sensation of a deeply cut – strip brain, really deep, intense pain, stinging, bleeding, in thought, I asked the soul of Parish Priest Toma Lucaci to tell Jesus Crucified: “If they must still be forgiven, these sorcerers that are ceaseless fighting to kill me…”.
My facial mobility hasn’t returned yet and I hold the thought: “If you hold Jesus, dead, in your arms, you anointed Him with oil; if you can and it is properly, anoint now my body as well, hold It in your arms and ask Our Father, who send Us, as His Divine Sons, on Earth: ‘Must I really die?’. Starting today, I stop asking your help, I understand that You have serious issues with Lucifer, that is why You don’t stop him to torture me, helped by his fellows. Starting TODAY I WILL RETURN TO SILENCE… I CANNOT RISK ANYMORE…TALKING. I WILL HAVE TRUST”.
From Heaven for Earth 