– Seeing the neighbor-sorcerer Antălucă Eugen walking on a bike… like in a conversation, next to the soul of Parish Priest Toma Lucaci, I’ve offered to The Mother of God ______ the temporary Triumph of Evil, if it must end, because the devils, sorcerers and regular people ceaseless drain the life out of us (mommy and the daughters born by her). Later, when I was again cutting grass for the household birds, I saw the facial expression of his wife: “NOW IS NEXT TO KILL YOUR MOTHER!”.
– When, through me, the Mother of God asked my mother to tell to neighbors-sorcerers words meaning: “Stop hurting us with your devils, God said to Angelica that He will punish you”, witch Antălucă Emilia answered to our mother: “Are there not enough for you the troubles you have, you want more?”.
I want you to know that I did not asked God why is he changing his mind: ‘Write”, “You are done”, “Write”. All I want is to finish with all this writing. God has His issues with everybody, at least I wish not to burden Him.
[Sidenote: Therefore, to write is simple comparing to the way He feels… even if it’s hard for me…]
Time 18:49
You see different dates on a single page because at the moment I cannot afford to start the new notebooks… Since is still some space remaining… I’m mute and any unwritten sheet matters now. I do not know sign language, neither the family. All left for me is to write on sheets, wherever is the case…
Now, slowly, I’ll walk to cut a last round of grass (20 kilo bucket), then eat, drink tea… and sleep (I STILL HAVE NIGHTMARES).
From Heaven for Earth 