From Heaven for Earth

– I’ve told God today: “In my thoughts I go in Heaven to You, I reach my hands to You and… if you consider me fit, trustworthy, You may fill my arms with the Fulfillment of the Divine Word that I will lean down to pour all on Earth: ______ from You. If, in Your Judgement, consider to fulfill nothing, it’s ok, I do not oblige You: ______. I’ve waited, ran, by all means, in order to be Enacted: ______, JUST by believing that this is what you wish for… This is why I was so tormented: “Does it depend on me: ‘It will come true?’, ‘Am I wrong, that it is not fulfilling?’, ‘What is it all about?’, ‘Why am I being promised over and over again and is not done?’. Once You sent me to Parish Priest Toma Lucaci as Divine answer: “We wish to Enact: ______”. Now I hanged by this last Novena: July 10th – July 18th, 2019, alongside his soul… I’ll stop bothering You: ______. If I want to live, I must eliminate ALL THAT TIRES ME, and the hardest is to keep on fighting. Let it be how You may decide for me: ______.”