– I’ve told God: “I’d write this only if You enact: ______, how much effort my sisters may take? It is so much to be written…”. He answered: “It is not time in the Day of the Enactment of the Divine Word transmitted by you: ______; then you will resume only to write the name of the dead sorcerers, noting the detail who is part of the clan, relatives, the alliance 16 sorcerers, because the are the FRONT LINE that help Lucifer in the plan: “THOSE OF ROATĂ are just A HOUSE OF CRAZY PEOPLE”.
I close my eyes for the night’s sleep… If during the nightmares I’ll die from so much mental tiredness… my only wish is: TO END WITH OUR SOULS THE FIGHT FOR THE FULFILLMENT OF THE DIVINE WILL, as I’ve transmitted to you when going to the Parish and kept on rending the Divine Words, even after your death, but look without ceasing INTO THE VOID, although is promised to me on and on: “We will enact: ______”, because it is not God’s style to look at the Evil made by Lucifer’s Empire upon the innocents, without a serious reason… and I see myself in the situation of considering my death also, although it was promised to me: “YOU WILL LIVE FOREVER”. If it is good, this is what I wish for, if I die…
When waking up from the last nightmare, seeing that my family does not say: “The sorcerer: ______ has died”, I took the decision to lay in bed like the dead in a coffin and in my thought I’ve told God: “I am alive…; because You did not fulfilled: ______, as you announced me last night, and today I was to be dead if not resting a lot yesterday… I WISH to make one last gesture for EVERYTHING: ______. In my thoughts, until one of two: I DIE or IT BECOMES TRUE: ______. I’ll say, without moving my lips, meditating that I would be with my soul in the Eternal World and dead body, at the order of Lucifer’s Empire, DURING THE DAY f from if and DURING THE NIGHT i from if, alongside the soul of Parish Priest Toma Lucaci, “WHAT MORE MUST BE WITH THIS CHAOTIC UNENDING SUPERNATURAL SITUATION and the insistence, the same unending, of Lucifer’s Empire to torment and kill us, making sure that God has nobody to give the Promised Enactments and leaves behind the proof: “Those of ROATĂ were CRAZY”. They kept on torturing and killed with this objective. These sorcerers suffer and die so Lucifer may overthrown their ordeal and death upon us. I would not suffer and die in order to destroy: ______. I still wonder: “The ordeal and death of Jesus were the Decision of God or the whim of Lucifer?”. Because from the supernatural experiences, I tend to believe that Lucifer told God: “If Jesus does this, I: ______” and not: “My Son, go to suffer and die because this is what I wish for, I need Your sacrifice for: ______”. Many may revolt on me, but God asked me “to avoid NOTHING”, He will take care on proving IN BLACK AND WHITE everything: ______, me to write… “IT IS NECESSARY”, He said.
When one of my sisters, Valentina, Iuliana, will film this notebook, you will observe that I haven’t explained the two titles: “The last road… (June 28th, 2019)” and “The last road… (July 6th, 2019)”. Not knowing how many pages I’ll be writing, but not half notebook, the last notes, also at God’s Request, I’ve made them at the end of the notebook. I was hoping I will manage to explain in few and clear words the decision of yesterday, this is why I’ve set aside only one page initially. I will number them so there will be an order.
I do not know how I still function. I’ve managed, last week (in turns) to finish cutting the grass near our fence (the part in the street) towards our neighbor (meaning, in a continuous line: our fence, the former dispensary and the neighbors’). If it won’t be raining, maybe I’ll manage to wash the laundry soaked in water with detergent. I’m not dizzy, I do have body strength, but something pulls me down, like a magnet, after some time of focusing, move, standing… Prior to the thickening of the nightmares, I was not this way…
From Heaven for Earth 