Friday, August 2nd, 2019

Time 13:… (I do not remember the minutes)

Being in bed for rest, I was meditating that tonight I will ask again to Crucified Jesus The Truth about the sorcerer’s deaths… [Waking up mute in the morning, I only thought at Jesus: Is it really Your Will to die mute, crazy, as devils and sorcerers decided for me? Have they the right to exist on Earth encore, although they DO EVIL WITHOUT CEASING?]. I forgot to finish the idea: “being in bed… I woke up to another. To continue now… Crucified Jesus came, saying to me:

“Go upstairs… start The Trinity Sign. Priest Toma answers ‘Amen’. Ask Me as: ‘Crucified Jesus, Promised Messiah, that awaits without ceasing for the body of the evil one to stop so his soul may not go to Hell, do this sorcerers have to be awaited this way any longer, although they chose Evil without ceasing, dying as they wish?'” 


– I’ve told Lucifer today: “You saw HOW MUCH I trust God: although he promised that nobody will get crazy and nobody from us will die, still the father has died… because He (God) waited for you to choose: you accept the Divine Will so he become healthy and the homemaker of his family or you do oppose God’s Miracle for and through him? I have decided to wait forever for God in everything: ______, even if I’m being hit without ceasing with the reality: ‘NOTHING comes true, therefore you are crazy, it is not true: ______’, AND STILL, Lucifer, you do not retreat, nor your adepts… God has a hard time with you all… this is why I do not insist… Everything that I do it is because I believe it’s His Will, otherwise I’d mind ONLY for my health… I would stop acting in Supernatural, waiting for the Enactments: ______. I will not be glad if you’ll be exterminated… I’m JUST sorrowful and angry, I do not understand WHY were you allowed to exist and act this way…”

Regular people, NOW I do not feel relief: “It came true: ______”. I feel very responsible in this way… There will peace if people would mind their daily life wherever they are, so for us too, the ROATĂ, may mind in peace of our own business… We cannot abandon daily activities for endless chatting with those that have time and health for this…

At the moment you may not have a complete picture regarding me and the Supernatural because the destroyed sleep take more and more of my constant concentration capacity and I haven’t made it to re-read for correction, additions…

Everyday I’m in the stage of “sudden physical breakdown due to overworked nervous system”. I’ve told God today: “It’s harder and harder for me to focus to writing, listening, assimilating many information in a short period of time, I do not understand: physically I do function, after many focusing the body falls… Can you spare me from the writing: ______? I CANNOT ANYMORE…

It weights heavy on my shoulders: “Will people understand that I do not aim for: ‘DO AS I DO!’ but I wish for the prosperity in good OF EVERYTHING: ______?    

[Sidenote: So much fight, destructive, with Lucifer’s Empire, brought me in this way: “I do not feel what I should feel: joy, liberation, relief, only THE DIVINE GOOD COMES EVERYWHERE!”. Maybe… I’ll get back one day…]  

[Note: The corresponding video can be found in the next article, Sunday, August 4th, 2019. Valentina]