Saturday, October 12th, 2019

– To this day, God, Jesus… did not cut in half the deadly fun of Lucifer and his adepts upon me… Lucifer complained to me that he does not not what else to do to me: ______, it’s like “Die already!” on natural grounds, just how much can I take it longer… He has destroyed my sleep, gave me dead people and so much heartache that I “Should have been more then dead!“. I keep on hearing, seeing that God, Jesus ask me: “Do this: ______”, then they’ll come to fulfill. And many of those requests were not socially normal… but I fulfilled them anyway, believing it’s the Heaven…

When alive, Parish Priest Toma Lucaci told me: “I will pray for you so that you’ll go over what Vivina does in order to kill you”. I’ve told him her words: “I’m paying you to the satanists and within 40 days I’ll kill you!”, the way she was laughing when saying: “Jesus can do no shit, there’s nothing that Jesus can do!”.

I do not know what else to do… it seems that nothing will stop the Empire of Lucifer in his destructive acts. The Divine Persons keep on promising me: ______ and… NOTHING.

There’s no base to count on that all will end, but I will follow also the thought: “To say only f from if, once by day and once by night, in the memory of the years since Parish Priest Toma is buried, day and night, at the order and for the joy of Lucifer’s Empire”. Today is year: 1998. If it was God’s Will that his living body may receive clear proofs, from everywhere: “Reverend, it came true: ______”, maybe I’ll receive the Divine help in my endless fight with death, his body being already dead, against the Divine Will. For this evil Empire does not limit itself to diseases and tiredness in order to kill me, it is determined: “Kill all that helps me to live: ______”.

I do not make the Cross Sign of neither The Trinity or The Quartery, meaning “The Father, The Son, The Holy Spirit”, respectively “The Father, The Son, The Daughter (Me, Angelica), The Holy Spirit” because nothing moved from Heaven through these Signs. When I’m able, standing or not, as in a conversation, I close my eyes for a second, saying, voiceless, f, the rest being said by the soul of Parish Priest Toma Lucaci.

To rest my nervous system has become my main daily activity… I bear harder and harder psychic “I cannot manage to do this task: ______ due to mental tiredness”. I did not knew how hard is to laze or to do some activities, when you want to do all clean sharp, but cannot anymore. Is pure insanity.  

If it will smite from Heaven I’ll show you these lines. I’ll know that it was because of the fact that they killed him against the Divine Will, the the devils and sorcerers could not get passed over for. Through this deadly choice they found their END.