Thursday, June 4th, 2020

– Hearing from by yard how deep, pitiful, imploring, full of impiety, the actual priest Duma Carmil prays during Liturgies, as if he’s the saint of all saints, not at all what I rendered to the readers about him, believing that are “words from Heaven”, because I wish, desperately, for all to be over… and stands clear to me the persistence in evil of the bad ones upon us, the way I found myself with house chores throughout the yard of my parent’s house, as in a conversation, I asked 

[“Jesus, that fulfilled His Mission for which He came on Earth… if I too must accomplish My Mission for which Our Father from Heaven sent Me to Earth: ______, because I, as I believe that I am a Divine Person, I hold no MESSIANIC PEACE: ‘Must people see that truly I transmitted from Heaven: <It will be: ______> or must I be like Jesus about whom not even today is clear on Earth: <Was He Messiah on Earth, promised by God?>’. I keep on writing, although everything is clear: ‘It is not true: ______’. And Priests… Priests did not helped me ‘to take a path’, always alone I chose to believe… And Parish Priest Toma Lucaci is dead… although in December 1994 I was sent by the Mother of God to the Parish ‘as a Sign that God wants to fulfill: ______ as He was promising me: ______’ and I harvested the clear proof through the death of Priest Ioan Lucaci: ‘It is not true: ______’. I do not wish to insist, I just search for the exit from this Supernatural Situation”].

If not even Jesus, that did not looked at people’s reaction while talking about God’s Will, as I decided to do Myself too: ______, cannot help Me to exit this unending Supernatural Inferno, I have no where else to go for Divine Help. The Priests on Earth did not cleared me how they see Heaven’s Father’s Will, I no more hold the trust I once had, whatever left (a frail faith: maybe they explain God’s Word’s well) vanished following the discussions with Parish Duma Carmil and Bishop Petru Gherghel and following the silence of the current Pope after I sent the email translated to the readers. I, it was NOW that I needed the Priest’s answer upon me… Once that I got to ask for Jesus’s help, that kept explaining: “My Father’s from Heaven Will is: ______”, is late for the Priests to say from now on anything in my favor… I observe that they don’t know how to forsake me. You might believe that I’ve waited for their answer, but it’s not true… I just noted that, starting today, it doesn’t matter anymore what they say or do upon me. I risked everything by writing unbelievable information although the time is passing without the Enactments you have read… If after today, Jesus will help Me through Messianic facts on Earth, as you read: ______, you will see that not for worldwide fame I fought, but to see God in peace: “IT’S OVER”. I want this way to be His Help not burden, otherwise I’d gave it all up long ago: ______, because nothing forsees: “IT WILL COME TRUE: ______”. This is why I kept asking, demanded: ______, holding the thought: “What can I do so that He (God) becomes ‘Fulfilled in everything: ______'”, although I was often saying: “I’ll stop here, it’s the last time”.

Believing that it’s God’s decision that the soul… Toma… again only f from if I said.

Whoever believes me will not come bugging me with words towards the worsening of my conditions… It will take time for me to come back to normal with my health. If it’s necessary you’ll have the answers, there is time…

I insist… if what you’ve read becomes true do not bother us. Although they have work to do, my sisters are not well with their health, they make an effort in order to translate these believing this is what God, Jesus are asking for. My family is not capable for many words now. We all need time. Lucifer and his own exploited us to the maximum, do not do it too when you see: “It is really true: ______”. Only if I’d manage to write all that’s necessary and them to translate…