Waking up at the end of the dream: “Roca Iosif didn’t die this morning either, even if he should have… (3 am – the end of the dream)”, I told, in my thoughts… Toma’s soul: “When you lived, you said you’ll help me… you’ll pray regarding the Vivina (16) matter… Now I desperately need Help because I fear that the announced death of Roca Iosif for so many times and in vain to be another malefic trap like the bodily plan set by Lucifer who convinced me: ‘See? It is God’s Will to die sorcerer Lupu Marcel (16), this is God’s answer to your Novena of choice (9 days – Rosary of Glory), which you have made after Marcel (16) told you that he is going to kill you in 40 days, paying at Valea Ursului (a village where it says that there’s a witch: _____, you cannot escape from her evil)’, with me still believing that Jesus, God are telling me: ‘… Iosif… dies now: ______’ and that Lucifer is yet again taking advantage of my trust in The Everlastings. I get back to the destabilisation of the epilepsy caused by the stress with ‘… Iosif…’ but for God and Jesus I forced myself to make the efforts I believed to be asked by Them regarding the enactment: ‘… death… Iosif…’. The only thing that comes to mind, Father Toma, is to think that one letter: f, just like I am now, lying in bad, awakened by the ‘Iosif didn’t died today either’ nightmare, once a day, for three days, because usually a dead person is kept in view for three days, then is buried, it’s up to you Father what you ask for in this matter:_____. This is how I want to end with this ‘Roca Iosif’ destructive tension because it’s neurological killing me and I haven’t searched for treatments, solutions to live in the face of exhaustion and illness in order to die now because of the destructive effects caused by the efforts made towards the enactment of the death: ‘Roca Iosif’, not knowing today: ‘After all, were they God and Jesus the ones who announced me or it is Lucifer again, who proved me clearly by the death of Marcel (16) that it is God’s Wish‘, and since then I followed many: _____ and it was too late when… I already got mentally ill because of all the efforts… I found out that it was Lucifer not God who asked me: ‘Do this:_____, ’cause will be fulfilled:_____, this is God’s Will'”.
Lucifer did not tell me by words: “See? It is God’s Wish… Marcel(16)”. I gave you what he proved to me. But it is also his way of speaking…