– The odd ending of last night’s nightmare waked me up suddenly, meditating confused: “What does it mean: ______?”. While so, I heard a short, whispered voice: “You must do this: ______”. Then I saw that I haven’t got to that 9 days Novena about which God has told me: “All ends when you get at a 9 days Novena, all this Supernatural chaos upon you will end”.
In December 1994 Parish Priest Toma Lucaci made a 9 days Novena for: ______ (I’ve explained to you…). Simultaneously, The Mother of God asked me to also pray for 9 days. The only prayer, among so many, that came through my mind was The Rosary of My Life, dictated to me by Her, I’ve told it once a day, 9 days, it contains also the words: “THE SPELLS ARE FULLY DESTROYED!”
Now, the 9 days Novenas are done in this manner:
“because the purpose of the evil nightmares is for me to die neurologically, when I wake up in the morning, while still in bed, I close my eyes in the memory of my dead body, thinking: ‘If… (all of my supernatural problems must end: ______, may it be fulfilled: ______)’; when I get up from bed, standing, I move my mouth for the letters if…, holding the same intentions, in the memory of the soul that should have leave from my dead body in the aftermath of the destroyed sleep…
Parish Priest Toma Lucaci, simultaneously… I do not know what his dead body thinks and neither his living soul, but also the word if he says it 2 time, just as me: silent with his dead body and spoken with his living soul.
In December 1994 I’ve asked this Parish Priest to celebrate a “Most Holy Liturgy” for what he told me… Now he is dead, therefore, for the Divine Choice asked by us, separately will contain only personal words and the silence of the bodies, their thoughts.
When I knew for sure: “This is The Mother of God”, she told me: “Angelica, during a 9 days Novena will be chosen, it will be fulfilled: ______”.
It is so urgent for me to abandon the thoughts, the stressful fights, in order to get well neurologically… but I’ll take a risk doing this also, even for so many time I was asked: “Stop…” and again “Do:______”, and I stand completely confused “until the end, what should I do: who is asking me: stop, fight?”.